song: cigarettes in the theatre- two door cinema club
time: 12:04AM
NO.
NO SARAH, THIS IS UNACCEPTABLE.
the crazy thing is that my name is sarah.
i mean think about it. say your name was harold.
your name
is harold
harold
everyone thinks of you as harold
that's what you are to everyone
but to yourself, you're an i
it would be so weird for you to call yourself harold
it's like meeting a whole new person called makmuush
except we're talking about harold here
idk i really like this song
so anyways, i did below nothing today. my dad left yesterday at three )':
the day before he left was so gr8
we went out and had coffee at a park then went to east coast and bought take away lunch and had it at the beach and then there were fireworks and then we saw this guy propose to a girl, oh my god, most amazing thing ever, he was holding this huuuuuuge poster that was like, will you marry me? and they had this table brought out from the restaurant at the hyatt out to the beach and it was candle lit and everything, and i was like 5 meters away from them and saw the whole thing. the fire works were ahmazing, honestly.
<3 <3 <3###twi4eojrmw so great.
so harry potter came out today!
vanessa and rainier and trixie watched it tonight. stupid lucky bitches, oh man, i am so jelly right now.
but then i kind of really don't want to watch it so that it's like, not over.
it's like rose. she hasn't read the deathly hallows so that it's not over for her yet.
so i need to make a list. a list about the good things about leaving, and the good things about staying because i really need to decide what i want now.
SO. i'll use proper capitalizations now to make this look all nice and proper.
Good things about staying
- I have really great friends.
- I am so comfortable with things and I really don't have a problem with anything. Really happy.
- School is shit as easy.
- I can get into a great college really easily.
- Everythings cheaper.
- VANESSA.
- Phone calls with Jasmine- this is actually a massive deal.
- Cheap school. I mean, not cheap, but compared to the one there it is.
Good things about leaving:
- I have really few friends I actually like here. I might make a lot of really good friends in my new school.
- Big school with more things to do.
- Proper education.
- A new place. I love new places. Ugh what a gay thing to say
- I'll be with my dad -huge thing
- TRANSPOOOORT
- More things to do in general. I can't really do anything in Kuantan.
- That high school experience thing. Cos really, ISK is just like, a place to go for fun. Which is a good and bad thing.
- Um. There's this drama club. And like....I've always wanted to be in a drama club. I'm really cool.
- I'll still visit and Vanessa WILL DEFINITELY VISIT.
- I'll meet so many peopleee.
- A really pretty house.
i mean there's probably a lot of good/bad things i'm missing out on but i think i should go, because i can't be stuck in kuantan my whole life, even though i am dead comfortable and happy here. i just hate so many people. i can't stand so many people here. i really don't think i like, fit. everyone's so...naive and hardcore at the same time, i can't explain. actually, yeah i can. stupid. everyone's just really stupid. and people's english, oh lord, i can communicate with literally no one outside my so called international school.
ughhh i'm going to die soon anyway, why am i even bothering about this
