song: not in love- crystal castles
time: 9:13PM
um, this is really awkward cos i haven't blogged since the history of history.
and it's even more awkward because this is kind of...for me, since no one reads this.
i'm going to be ranting later in this post. a lot.
so i've missed loads and loads of things.
so a quick recap
i had my birthday at cherating steak house.
it was pretty awesome.
vanessa, trixie, iman, rainier, livvy, marvin and stephane came.
it was the first time marvin, vanessa and i saw stephane in agesss.
hahaha he was like, quite um. different? haha.
and vanessa got me a polaroid for my birthday!!
it's gorgeous and i love vanessa for it.
yeah, that's it. it's beautiful
vanessa has also been coming over quite often and it's really fun when she does.
my mum went overseas on sunday.
my aunts coming to stay with me tomorrow, mums coming back in a month.
gheed slept over on sunday and we watched flightplan and seventeen again- both brilliant movies.
then vanessa came on monday and stayed till 9:30
and it was so fun
we skyped jas and watched cartoons and...no
i watched cartoons while she was on tumblr
and today was
WELL
i was really mad at everything today morning.
i still am.
i'm like.
i don't like how i am.
i get mad at every single little thing now, and i find everything and everyone annoying.
and like i'm actually properly mad and i don't like thaaaaat
SO I'M GOING TO BE A HAPPY PERSON FROM NOW ON
i especially don't like this because i was a really happy person before this year.
and i'm still happy and stuff.
but i just have all this hate for everything now as well.
i got my grades today and i'm really happy with them
but there was this whole mix up
and now my GPA is all wrong
weoirnwsiore so frustrating
see i hate things with reason
everything is stupid
okay, i'm going to be really angry and rant and rant and rant now
and i will be very nice after this.
um
i want to say how much i freaking hate my best friend
i mean the reason i'm all woerinwe all the time is probably because of her
because she's like shown me
that everyones going to change
even though they were fucking amazing once
and god i'm so sad right now
because i really loved her
and now she's an absolute bitch and i'm so so so oiwenrwie right now
like i can't even tell you how amazing she was
and if you're reading this and you're not me, which i highly doubt will happen
and you know me in school
then it's not who you think it is
because my best friend doesn't go to ISK
wjrnwoienrw
but whatever
i'm a happy person now with happy thoughts
oh ew, what a pathetic sentence.
um, coldplay is kind of amazing.
i'm still so mad ugh i can like feel my head being all hot.
grammar grammar grammar
BUT WHAT EJNERTEEVEERRRRR BECAUSE I DONT NEED/WANT YOU YOU STUPID BITCH UGHUHT
i would also like to say
that when you people call me weird
i'm just like fuck you, yeah
because i'm not weird
you're just retarded and you're all robots and you expect everyone to be like you because you have these stupid issues in your non-existent brain
just because i don't talk about the same boring shit that you do, doesn't mean you need to hate me forever
like where is the freaking logic in that
so stop calling me weird/different/whatever
i can't wait to get out of this stupid hole
stupid kuantan
stupid stupid stupid
98% of you are stupid
okay.
now let's all go bake lovely little cupcakes and stuff them with sunshine and rainbows and smiles and then go hold hands together and dance like we love each other because we do, we really love each other because everyone should love everyone
i found all my certificates just now from when i was really young, in GIS and stuff
year 1/2/3 and all
oh my god, it was so touching
(':
yeah, that made me so happy
okay
bye
x
