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time: 1:31PM
i feel like total and utter crap.
i was talking to ellie yesterday.
and all these horrible things...erinweionwk.
ugh.
it's really weird, because i don't even feel real, being in dubai.
i've like, literally taken a break from reality.
i haven't been talking to real people in three months. other than my family of course.
and i've met all these people that are just so not the type of people i'd be friends with in kuantan.
and i don't feel like they're even real.
iiiiii don't feel real.
yeah, i know i'm making absolutely no sense.
um, so i watched braveheart today. it was super super nice, even though i usually hate movies set back in time with wars and stuff.
i finished all my science papers yesterday.
omg, i just can't type right now, i feel so weird.
i need to talk to like, livvy.

i took this photo at the beach yesterday.
i know it's not special or anything, but my posts are so fugly and plain these days, so i need a photo.
it was so gorgeous at the beach yesterday though. there were so many people, and the wind was awesome. we found this green balloon flying and my brother caught it, and we were playing around with it and it was all guuuud.
we went the the mall later and my genius of a dad bought a lucky draw ticket for 440 bucks. the winner won some new car.
AND WE WON!!!!
not.
honestly, my dad. xD
rtioerkweiekwe i hate feeling like thisssss.
i can't wait to get back to kuantan and start living again.
ASHLEE IS ON. YEESSSS.
oh oh oh, i watched la vie en rose yesterday. it was so amazing. <3
the movie was in french, but there were english subtitles.
and god, it was so good.
i hate hate hated the middle. i cried so bad when the guy died. xD
marion cotillard is just such an amazing actress, i swear. she makes me want to watch inception even more.
ill post this later because my brother is being a stupid loser and isn't letting me finish.
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SO IT IS NOW THE SEVENTH OF FEBRUARY AND TWO DAYS AFTER I STARTED THIS POST.
i swear, i suck at blogging.
um, i didn't write yesterday because the shittiest thing in the world happened, i swear.
but i feel loooaadsss better today, so i'll blog.
it's really stupid because when i actually do things in my day, i don't blog. and then when i've done nothing, like today, i do.
so i woke up at like eight today. i went on my laptop for a tiny bit, and then i skipped. i did one hundered, which is quite okay. i'm going to do at least three hundred skips a day from now on.
yes yes yes. and then i like.
started drawing.
to you know, release my inner artist....yeah. xD
i drew this girl thing. she was wearing heart shaped sunglasses and looked a lot like john lennon.
lololol emile just sent me
this.
honestly, how can people even like that stuff.
it's not even music. it's just like. no. horrible.
OMGOMGOMOGMGOMGOMGOMGOG
CLICK.
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL EMILES VIDEOS <3
i was just talking to trixie. i haven't talked to her in so long. she's so awesome.
I MADE LUNCH AGAIN TODAY!
i made noodles, and then i added all this stuff; black pepper, garlic&pepper sauce, ketchup and grenadine molases. i have no idea what it's called in english. its only got the french...i think it's french, name on the bottle.
yeah, and then i cooked everything together and it was AWESOME.
so hey, todays jasmines birthday!
so happy birthday to her. i wrote her this massive wallpost just now and then i deleted it, haha. cos tons of people wrote after me and i was scared she wouldn't be bothered to scroll all the way down and read it so i'm just going to post it later.
k, this is going to be super long so i'm just going to do two 30 day challenges and go shower.
Day 11 - Put your iPod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
okay.
1. M83- we own the sky. <3>
2. young marble giants- N.I.T.A
3. the xx- heat skipped a beat.
4. owl city- i'll meet you there.
5. yellowcard- october nights.
6. gwen stefani- cool trolololol
7. call and return- hellogoodbye.
8. john lennon- imagine
9. panic! at the disco- there's a good reason these tables are numbered honey, you just haven't thoght of it yet.
10. good charlotte- i don't wanna be in love.
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
but i just wrote that. and i haven't even done anything today. D:
i'll just do that one first thing tomorrow.
i'll go now.
AND ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAS.
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