song: on the brightside- nevershoutnever.
time: 5:11pm
i want to make this post really nice because i haven't posted in ages.
so first, i'm going back to dubai tomorrow! so excited.
i'm going to miss everyone here so freaking much though eiornem.
i think i'll end my post with the thirty day thing.
so my day today...
well. i woke up and did what people do when they wake up. then i went out with my mum and aunt to this 1-10 bucks store. so basically, everything there costs 1-10.
and i don't want to sound cheap or anything but that place was kind of awesome.
i bought a bunch of stuff; a big bubble blowing machine, pencils that bend, big thick rainbow pencils and glow in the dark stars. remember when i said i was going to fill my room with stars? got them now. :D i bought four packets, and each packet has twenty four stars. so happy about that.
hahaha, i bought some other rubbish. they're all kind of useless, buttt.
oh, and i got a skipping rope. because i NEED to start exercising somehow.
then we came home and cleaned around and said goodbye and stuff.
k, you need, need, need to watch this. it's just so amazing. i'd upload it on here, but then i'd need to save it onto my computer and i just can't be stuffed.
SO HERE >
IEROHEW
ugh, no. NO. my dad just told me we're going to the dentist soon. i've been supposedly going to the dentist for the past few months, and i still haven't gone.
but i'm DEFINIETLY doing it today. for 600 bucks. i could buy like, six holgas with that. what a total waste of money.
so i bought eyeliner today. and when i tried it on, it totally failed. it made my eyes looks so small, i dont know how eyeliner can look so good on some people; iman. she look so good with it on, i swear. i just look like those slutty arabic girls. no offence to them, but i just think they look so...wrong with eyeliner on.
i want to upload pictures, but i don't know what of. um. my swirly pencils? :S
i've already taken four out, so...
RFWEJN RUIWERNWEIORWENRWEIFKNWME SO HAPPY WITH THESE, MY LIFE IS COMPLETELY COMPLETE NOW.
i had so much to say today afternoon, but now it's gone. i mean it's not gone, it's just that there's too much. it's 9:52pm right now.
IF YOU'VE GOT IT ALL FIGURED OUT THEN WHAT IS THERE TO SHOUT BE THIS MID-WEST TOWN IS GONNA MISS YOU WOHOOOO
i have so much to do right now. and i'm wasting all my time on here.
oh, okay. i think i'm going to write a bit about jasmine because i feel like i've been a total bitch to her lately. i mean, i'm not actually doing anything. i'm just ignoring her hi's and skype calls and everything. and i feel really bad about that.
so, jas. i'm really, really sorry. i was so looking forward to skyping with you, i haven't seen/heard/talked to you in so long, and that's probably my fault.
jas is just so different from anyone else i know. LOLOL i'm listening to this sad song right now, and it fits in with what i'm typing and all, and it's making my mood really shit and making me miss jas more. but no, seriously. jas is so...childish. in the best way ever. i hate how a lot of my friends have changed so much. i mean, we all used to be these innocent little kids...and now we're not. i mean, they're not. most of them. i haven't changed much. and neither has jas. i swear, from kindergarten till now, she hasn't changed the slightest bit and i love that, because it makes her so real. she makes me see hope in the world.
i don't know why i went all third person there in the second paragraph, but yeah.
so jas. i love you. so, so much, and i'm sorry i don't talk to you much these days. yeah. k. (:
uhmmm. i think i'm just giong to do the thirty day challenge thing now and then go shower and do some other important stuff.
so...
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
never. thank god.
my life has always been really good/happy. i've never thought about such a thing, and i hope i won't ever need to.
that was kind of short. :|
i think i'm going to do day 6 as well then, since i haven't written for a couple few days.
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
no, this is going to take so long, haha. i'll end my post straight after this. sorry for blabbing.
1. i'm listening to all those nights by chase coy right now, and i hate it. it's a sad song, and i hate sad songs. i only listen to songs with happy lyrics that make me feel...calm?
2. i hate radio music. can't. stand. it.
3. my mum means the world to me.
4. i'm really good with computers. tv's too. basically anything electronic. people who live in my apartment usually call me when there's anything wrong with there electronics to fix them.
5. i love books. so much. i think they're amazing. movies too. i don't prefer books over movies.
6. my parents can be a tiny bit overprotective sometimes.
7. i think my brother is amazing. he is honestly the most interesting person i've ever talked to. i can have these intense conversations with him about people and the world and stuff, and he's just so...i don't know. i just love talking to him. he's so, so mature for his age.
8. livvy is my favourite person to talk to online. she' so easy to talk to. i could be talking complete rubbish, and she'd talk shit back at me and iwerneww i love her.
9. i take really close notice of things. when i see something, i think about it. for exampleee, whenever i see a carpet being sold, i think about how the quality was chosen, how it was designed, who's thought of buying it before, whose touched it before. i don't even know why, haha. it's just interesting to look at things like that.
10. i take a lot of thing for granted.
11. i'm always being compared to my aunt. everyone who knows us says i'm exactly like her.
12. i used to hate milk when i was little. i LOVE it now. i have to drink a glass every night.
13. i love talking to trixie. everything she says is interesting. i think she's such a good person, she's so real. i think she's make a good president. HAHAHA I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY. that just popped in my head.
14. i'm very self-conscious. i always carry perfume with me in my pocket. i have a little mirror in my pencil case that i use to check if my face is alright every two seconds, and i ask to go to the toilet every lesson to check my face in a bigger mirror.
15. i hate eating in front of people because i'm scared i'll make chewing noises and be annoying.
16. i'm so scared of pain. i've been avoiding the dentist for years now, resulting in a root canal.
17. i love god.
18. i feel really good when i sing. i just...i don't know, it feels awesome, especially when it's with friends.
19. i've tried learning both the guitar and piano. i took piano classes for eight months with two different teachers, and trixie and rainier tried teaching my guitar for ages. both failed.
20. thought we've probably got insanely different lives, i think vanessa's exactly like me in ways. we just get each other. we're always saying stuff in school that no one but us get's and it's awesome. i think she's such an amazing friend, seriously. i trust her with everything. she's so great.
21. i was severely depressed twice in 2010 and no one but my mom and emile knew. one of those times was because of tumblr, and i can't and won't ever tell anyone why. it's kind of impossible to explain. i cried every night and had to fake smile and ugh, it was just so horrible.
22. i'm so happy these days. i'm happier than i've been in months. i just feel so good all the time.
23. i cry really easily. not when someone does something bad to me, or i get hurt or whatever. i mean when i watch movies, get into fights with my parents (and only my parents) and listen to people with really good voices sing.
24. i used to have this really, really weird habit. i'd count the syllables of every sentence i said. i did that for three years and it drove me crazy. i used to beg my mom to take me to the doctor.
25. i'm insanely jealous of how photogenic iman is. she just looks good in every single photo she takes. i wish i was like that.
26. i'm so, so, so childish. i play fight with my brother, i take my sisters dolls and say they're mine, and i fight with my mom when she kisses my brother and sister before going out and not me. i know. i suck. :X
27. i have really good skin. i barely ever get pimples, and it's not sensitive.
28. i don't like how a lot of arabic girls act. they're always either really mature and talk in this annoying way and use all these big words that i fail to understand, or they load themselves with make up and wear scarves with mini skirts and sunglasses.
29. i lie about a lot of things. i don't mean any harm in the stuff i lie though. i just have a lot of secrets to keep.
30. i think emile is kind of incredible. other than my mom, she knows more about me than anyone else does. i tell her things i wouldn't even think about telling other people. i hope i don't ever, ever lose her. and that's not hard to do, even though we've only met three times in real life and talk mainly online.
31. i've changed so much since coming to isk. i'm not sure if it's been in a good or bad way. i've become so much more mature. i've also started taking things way too seriously. idk. i've just changed a lot in the past two years.
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